this is my first blog ever in my life. im eighteen. a girl , last time i checked...

i never think of having a blogspot in my whole life..

i used to think that bloggers can't last long and will eventually giving up writing post

because they dont even know there is anyone reading it

BUT surprisingly im now in front of the laptop in the middle of night , typing my first blog

I really wanna talk about what drives me into this.

 

Im a typical college student who just finished my semester examination yesterday.

And found out that that was the worst examination in my life till this moment

in short, it's a total disaster

After the examination was over, my friends and I went to hang out at a shopping mall which i wished i never had gone.

I mess up my examination and i still have the mood to go shopping ?

that was what i was thinking all the time when i was at the mall.

 

NOW in the middle of night , or i will said, the early in the morning, i suddenly woke up and end up crying with no reason in my room.

Forgot to mention that i was away from my home and study in 'nowhere' where i live alone, of course i have housemates whom i hardly talk to.

I was so down , and im feeling tired after crying for so long...

I suddenly think that i would have a mental breakdown if i dont express my own feeling right now

And i opent up google and typed the word 'blogspot' and end up here

 

I know i had been lagging in my study but i just hadnt really faced the fact that i have changed.

I have changed to a much lazy person than i used to be.

And now im paying for it

by crying in the middle of night over my all-messed-up exam.

So here it is, my first blog.